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I went to Pan-Dimensional Healing on Sunday with Holly. Noting exceptionally special happened during the working, but after, when I was sitting up, I found that when I closed my eyes, I saw nothing. I know that may sound strange to some of you, but it means quite a bit to me. For my whole life, I have seen these images whenever I closed my eyes. Absolutly horrific things that wouldn't stop until I had fallen asleep. And now I was seemingly rid of them.

How do I feel about it? The only word that comes to me is lonely...

Like there is now a piece of me that is gone. I don't know how else to put it.

I will more than likely write more as things become clearer to me.